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Who we were, and what we had
We’ll never get it back
I wish I could erase parts of how you had me raised
All I got in return was your broken faith and my father's face

So just get lost
Along with the thought
I thought I’d gotten rid of
And I hate
The thoughts that make me feel
Because it’s thoughts like this, of what you did
That makes it real

I won’t become my grandfather’s son
I won’t become my brothers ashes scattered, and I won’t fall into this family pattern
Of reckless abandon and abandonment
I won’t be had; I’ve had enough of this

So just get lost
Along with the thought
I thought I’d gotten rid of
And I hate
The thoughts that make me feel
Because it’s thoughts like this, of what you did
That makes it real

We estrange and rearrange
(I close my eyes, because I don’t need to see)
Things change, and people change
People leave, and we retrieve what we can
From who you thought I was
(It’s all I need to feel)
And who I know I am
And we fight just to find what we believe in
And we fight just to stay breathing
(Free)

So just get lost
Along with the thought
I thought I’d gotten rid of
And I hate
The thoughts that make me feel
Because it’s thoughts like this, of what you did
That makes it real

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from Fides​/​/​Fatum, released March 1, 2014

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Four guys met in 2012 at SUNY Purchase and started writing music.

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